I'm baaaaaaaack...

Oh My God..
It's been years..well, not that much. HEheh..
Almost three months since my last posting and now  I'm back, officially, I guess.
Since this pregnancy things is keepin me busy with my own strange feelings ; nausea, morning sick, eat problems, dizziness and so many new things that i have never expected before.


Being a mother-to-be is such an amazing part of my entire life.
It kinda remind me a lot of how my mother was struggling to all of this amazing thing when she was pregnant and having me in her belly. Whatta hard time. That makes her become a great woman in my life.

My beloved husband, he always be there for me. Help me went trough this journey. He always loves to rub my belly and talk to the baby, which i enjoyed so much. I think it shows me the new way of loving me as his wife, and God it feels so greaaat. Sometimes it all makes me sad everytime he went work, and I have to keep wake up to wait for him to come home. It's like waiting in vain, yep..call me a super sensitve mommy. But this strange feeling is coming right away with this pregnancy.

Now the baby is 4 months and a half. We didn't know yet whether it's a boy or it's a girl, but all that we know that this baby is so adorable and we loveeeeeee the baby so much. We hopes that the baby will always be a healthy baby. I can barely feel the baby's kickin at this time i wrote this posting. It is another amazing thing about being pregnant, knowing that you have the most loyal soulmate in your every step of life, everyday for the rest of  such beautiful 9 months..it all you got trough your baby's kickin.

God, keep this baby save from harm.
And let me and this baby save along this great journey, I shall never regret all of Your Greatness dear Allah SWT. Amin..

..and yeah, let's see if this baby is strong enough to supporting the mommy to write another posts tomorrow, and the next day, and the other day.. :)