Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Something to Write

I See Something, I Hear Something, I Feel Lots of Things

mom's greatest dishes
Here is the favorite dishes my mom used to make for me. The Pisang Keju Dishes. Translate, it is a Banana Cheese Dishes. It’s a special menu my mom used to make on the movie night. A night when we all gathered in the living room watch some new dvd and eat lots of great dishes made by mom. Sometimes it’s a fried rice, or fried chicken with fried potato, or this lovely Banana Cheese Dishes. It’s so simple, but the way my mom used  to made it, that’s what makes it different than any other greatest Chef’s dishes that ever made on earth. Yeah Mom, you owe me one by saying it on this blog. Hehe..kidding, you are the greatest, Mom.

my beloved mom and me
I used to eat it with a cup of hot lemon tea, with 1 sugar. Or sometimes with a cup of hot cocoa. It tastes even more great. And I always love the way it feels on my tongue. God..that’s all making me missing my mom so much. Sometimes people said that my mom’s dishes is like nothing. But hey, she’s my mom. The way she cooks, the way she garnish the dishes is the way I love. Her kids love. Her family love. So I guess it’s her own right to cook the way she like. As long as it’s a healthy food and God knows what she did is for the best of us all. 

my brother and sister
God, sometimes I feel so sensitive. Just like I did today, well.. I just miss my mom. Wanna go home for as long as I could. Having my family beside me. It’s such an exhausting day, a not so good morning. But hopely soon it will always be a better day for me. I want myself a better way of life. Better be put it on my ducks-in-a-row lists. God, hear my plea. I want a clarity. Amin.

A Happiest Day With My Family


It was the greatest day I have ever got with my family. On that sunny Monday, well yeah, Monday was never be this clearer in my entire life. It’s the day when I met my mother at my little brother’s school. After the marriage it’s been so hard to just meet my family, especially my beloved mom. There are a lot of things comes first. So I just got stick with it. Just wanna tell that sometimes I feel so stuck. But hey, I have to always deal with it. Eventhough it’s just so hard to keep the day passed without feelling something weird. Gosh, I wish I could shut my thought, since it’s the social media.haha..

Stop the intermezzo thing, we got back to the first moment when I met my mother again on that sunny Monday. My husband drove me to the school, yeah, this driving license issues of me is starts killing me and my step. Huff..stop complaining. Ok. And then I met my mom, and we got some breakfast at some cafeteria and then finally at 1.30 PM, my brother’s class is over. My other brother, the elder one is already at the place where me and my mom actually met. Here we go, just like before I got married, four of us, heading trough the lovely sunny Monday.

Right in the middle of the street, we finally met my sister. There we go, it’s a wrap. We’re ready to go, we’re doing some monthly shopping. Just to make it clear that my mom is not an old-skool mom who go to the mini market or warung everytime she needs something in her kitchen. She often goes to the big supermarket to get her kitchen fully loaded for the next 30 days. I lovehow my mom manage her routine. Somehow, I wanna be like her. No doubt. But, hell yeah, something are better left unsaid and be done. No matter what.

Then, here we are. At the Hypermart Bandung. It’s one of the biggest market in our place. It’s so completely perfect, and I always love it everytime my mom took  me to this market. But before we do the routine, we always have an extra ordinary pleasure. Timezone. Haha..one simple word with lots of fun in there. My mom, she is a crane-game freak. And she’s good at it. But sadly, we didn’t catch any of the crane doll at that day. But whatever, my mom always know how to makes her children happy. So, yeah..i’m always happy when it involves my mom. And mostly my family.

God, I miss my old moment. Where there was just me and my mom and dad. The brothers and also my sister. It’s been such an exhausting day but I was happy to the max. I thank God for all the kindness that He ever gave to me and my family. Eventhough good things always come right trough with all the bad things also, but together we could pass it on. Me and my family.

Well, it’s about my family. I always don’t care of what people think about our way of life. We’re okay, better and always have our best way. God, please take care of them. Reach them with Your hand, coz Yours are larger than mine, and Your love is much more greater than I do. I love them, I will never let anyone hurt them, not even an inch. But my willingness and power is not as great as You are, dear God. Please hear my please. Love them. Coz I do.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Our Simple Beautiful Sunday



the black one, My Dream Car :)
It’s such a beautiful Sunday, start from the early morning when me and my husband were looking for some breakfast until nite has come, the weather is sooooooo…clear. It reminds me to 6 months ago, when we used to have a date around the city with my husband’s Yamaha MX Motorcycle. It was so memorable, seems like we’re just having another blast date. We were singing and humming along the way, it was so beautiful moment back then. Wish we could have this moment forever.  And among our happiest hour, guess what? i took this photo, this is my dream car. a Mitsubishi Strada. I wish sometime i could have one. Well this is another wishlist of mine, besides the Yamaha PA Speaker that i really want to have for my wedding planner business with my aunt for the future.
That's us on the motorcycle :)
 Uh oh..it is now raining outside, but we’re home already. And now, we’re back to our rutine, preparing something to work with tomorrow at the store. It is such a simple life we have here, but somehow I will always bless for everything that we have. Even if it means nothing to some other people out there. It’s us..it’s how we used to be. We’d be so thankful for that.

My Man on The Mirror!!
My husband used to said that I’m his dream girl, the greatest wife of all time, the sweetest girl that God ever created for all of his life. Well I know it sounds so mellow..hehe..but somehow, what he always think about me is certainly become the strength for me to do the exact thing that he thoughts. I’ll always be his dream girl, his greatest wife of all time, and yes!! I am his sweetest girl that God ever created for all of his life.
 
The Best Husband of My Entire Life
 Our simplicity way of life is always be our happiness. Nonetheless, Dear God, we accept another, a lot more of the great generosity of Yours.Amin.. 

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Driving License = Drivin’ me nuts!


Oh my God, time flies..i’m already 26 years old and I don’t even drive a car on my own, because I can’t! shame on me, at this such mobilization era, I am probably the only 26 years old woman that couldn’t drive a car. I don’t even have my own driving license, poor me. Everytime I want to go someplace, I used to count on my husband’s kindness, that’s such a shame..huhuhu…

Everytime I take a look at this picture, I feel so embarrassed. That’s me and my husband, anyway. But when will I got my driving license? Oh God..there are so much to do, besides I need to take a cooking class anyway. Wow..that long ‘duck-in-a-row’ would make me looks like a ‘great’ wife..haha..it doesn’t matter anyway, as long as my husband loves me.

Well, that’s me driving a bemo. It wasn’t really drove anyway, it was just some kind of joke that we make on this one big event of an oldies-themed vehicles. So actually it’s not moving, I’m safe by the way J that’s just me being crazy..hehe..well here’s another picture of me and my husband and also the bemo itself. Funny, huh? Looks like we were the happiest couple on earth with the Bemo in our life.

Still, I’m gonna put it on my wishlist..or maybe in my ‘duck-in-a-row’ thing..I want to have my own driving license, so that I can drive my own car. But, one thing for sure, I really don’t think that Bemo is my stuff..hehe..i’d like myself to have my own Mini Cooper. Amin…

Crazy Games


I haven’t post a blog yet, because I am totally insane of this one thing called Zynga games on my facebook account. Yeah..it’s driving me crazy, sometimes I forget that now I already have something to be done, not just for me..but also for my husband. I’m sorry honey, this internet stuff is making me nuts..hehe..but I promise you that I will take that cooking class later. 

So that I can barely serve a lot of great dishes for you J. Sometimes, it took me almost half a day to sit infront of my HP Mini notebook just to play my favorite game ; Cityville and Café World. It’s truly amazing, the game. You could share your wishlists to build your city faster, I put an incredible PA Speaker on my wishlist, I don’t know why but I just love speaker and stuff, hehe…sometimes it could bring you lots of happiness, by building a business or maybe just to serve an amazing perfect dishes everyday on The Café World. 

I know it seems strange for a woman on my age, but hey tell you what, my auntie is also playing this game J
So I guess my posting now is an appreciation posting for anybody who has invented great thing such as games to this world. But deep inside, I still hope for my own ‘’games’’, someone to be play with and someone to rely on..well, that’s a baby inside my belly. I hope it will coming soon so that I don’t have to sit for half a day just to build my own utopian dream  :)



Wednesday, May 18, 2011

What I Need The Most

B'Day Cake
Things I would love to have at this very moment.

It's been 4 days since my birthday, and i was so happy back then because at this 26 of age I have my own lil family. Me and my husband. Sure I hope that someday it will be the three of us, or maybe a lot of us here :)
My husband is the first person who said "happy birthday" with a warm and tight hug of course. :)
Right in the morning my husband's parents gave me a lot of great wishes, and so it keep continued with my mom and dad, my brothers and sister and the rest of my family. It was the happiest day of my life. Well, except for one thing when my bestfriend was totally forgot my birthday. But that is okay. I kinda getting used to it anyway.

Lots of them are wishing me to have a baby soon, well believe me, we're still 'workin' on it dude.. :p
A Present From My Brother
But, well yeah..i do really want to have a baby soon. Only God knows when is the perfect time, but Dear God..pleaaaase make it real quick.hehe...Oooh, there are a lot of stuff that i really want right now. Name it, hmm..let's say an MP3 Player for me to listening my favorite music with a great and comfortable headset but I do really want a Portable Speaker,, i bet that would be very greaaaaat..or maybe this cool camera since I love everything about photography. Also, I want myself a new bag, a blue one. I don't know..I think it's cool to have a brand new blue bag :) and the last one, I want to own a Tablet PC..it is so expensive though. Hmm..what else? still counting.hehe..

Fam's Photo
But say it, there will be a lot more of it. The things that i want. Just now, my mom said that life is not about all that you want but all that you need. Because what you want is not what you need, indeed. Ok then, I'll tell something that i really need. I need a clarity, a peacefullness, a fun and lovingly day with my lil family. Well that is you my hubby..that's all I ever need. Yeah.. no doubt! i need a baby too :)

Sunday, May 08, 2011

My Sleepless Saturday Nite

Got Insomnia on My Saturday Nite.

Huufffff.....I just got a terrible night.
It was last nite, right after I just got back from the store where me and my husband worked.
I could not even take a sleep, I felt so much pain in my lower stomach. I kinda miss my mom everytime I got sick.
But now, I got my very brave and lovable husband to accompany my worst nite ever.

a shoulder for the rest of my life
And then in the morning I asked my mom to accompany me to the doctor, well..I have to wait for the result for the next three days. I have to take a rest, my beautiful sister lend me a lot of dvd for me to watch on my HP mini notebook tomorrow. My mom, she gave me her best support as ussual. I also met my brothers, they're naively made me happy all the time.

One thing for sure, it is gonna be a very strong reason for me to get very attached to my husband. He got me trough my worst nightmare, wiped my tears away.
I love you, j..you are the best husband in this world.  

Thursday, May 05, 2011

The Local Wedding

Yep..according to the Royal Wedding-fever, I got my own wedding theme..
It's The Local Wedding :)
Since I'm just the local girl, haha...just kidding :p
Here are some of the pictures from my Local Wedding on April 10th 2011.

The Local Wedding



 That's my kebaya that i've showed you before..on my older post. The color theme is green, that's my favorite color anyway :) Good news is i nearly lost 3kilos before the wedding day, so this kebaya that I wore is incredibly fitted on my body. My husband kept saying "you are beautiful bride" at that day. Oh..I love my husband so much :)

That's us, proudly present : Our Wedding Ring



The picture above is right after the ''akad'' ceremony. I'm wearing a white kebaya. I also love this outfit.
Not much else to say, it's amazing..I nearly lose my sense of everything because of all this happiness.
One thing i'm sure..I love my husband.
It's almost a month after our wedding, my body has been showing me the unbelievable signs..
The morning sickness, the dizziness, and everybody kept telling me that i gain my weight.
Hmm....wonder why??

Monday, May 02, 2011

It's my May

Whoaa...time flies, it's been a month and i haven't post any in my blog :)
I am now married, and wearing those ring on my left hand.
There's a lot to share, maybe i'll upload the photos in my next post.
Married is such an amazing thing that ever happened my whole life..

By the way, my husband just told me that he already buy me a present, wonder what it would be..hehe..can't hardly wait :)